i dont want to stuggle anymore. i found what makes me happy, and i found that in you. now you want to take that away from me because you think that is going to make me happy? im not asking for anything more from you, all im asking is for you to continue to do everything like you did before. i see you for who you are, not for who you can be. i never will ask you to change for me, im asking you to live with your past and keep your promise when you told me that you see me in your future. you have so much to offer, and im willing to take some hurt if its gets me to you. how can i see myself as second best when you have me in your arms and you tell me how much you love me? how can i be happy when i know that you arent happy? you are a part of me now, and what happens with you affects me, and you cant change that. i already am a part of your life, just as much as you are a part of mine. i wont hate you, because you didnt and dont waste my time. i am not going to forget you because you are worth remembering. and im not going to be alone, because im asking you to allow me to be with you. this is me living my life to the fullest, living it with you. im not stopping myself from being happy, because i know what makes me happy is right in front of me, but in fact, its you who is stopping me from being happy.
dont leave me. this isnt what you want, and this definently is not what i want. download "behind those eyes" by three doors down. this is you, baby. dont do it. please.
Hey shan, isn't that the same bullshit line I fed you? "I dont want you to be second best, so I have to leave."
Look, I know I was a dick, but I'll come clean.
What that really means is, "Ive got someone else in mind." Ditch this guy. I hate going against a fellow military folk -- normally I'd support them in whatever bull we try to pull -- but he's shit.
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Look, I know I was a dick, but I'll come clean.
What that really means is, "Ive got someone else in mind." Ditch this guy. I hate going against a fellow military folk -- normally I'd support them in whatever bull we try to pull -- but he's shit.
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