my week
hey everyone.
im quite upset. and i dont kno whuts up.. cuz i have so much frigen shit buggin me that i cant think right.
i think ive made the biggest mistake of my life. and i will regret it.
i didnt breakup with my bf we are just takin time to be "best friends" lol
i just cant take being a relationship cuz i got hurt by my ex and i just cant let myself fall into that.
ill be done with life. period.
and i try very hard.
theres 2 things that is keepin me apart from this.
and i really love them. i mean like a whole lot.
and i jsut cant have my bf suffer. cuz its not right.
i feel really bad.
anyways... tu make me happy ill tell u about warped tour and how it frigen KICKED ASS! i got to see Senses fail, fallOutBoy, the Offspring♥, story of the year. MCR, the briefs(they are very good.) um.... and other bands. i was happy! i went with my bf and his/my friends. which was awesome.
ill never forget that day. it was so much frigen fun. i got an autograph cuz the lead singer was HOT lol. but idk....
i keep thinkin that i hurt the ppl i most care about. and I DONT wanna do this.
part of me does the part no.this kid will never like me even tho IM HIS TYPE!
he likes "hot girls" with tons of makeup on im HOT! lol.
whatever.
im really sad. i think i need to do some smokin and drinkin to cool my self off. im in love. love hurts. love sucks. i hate love sometimes.
i just cant see myself loveing sumone who is with me that i feel bad about.
and this kid i kno is very caring, gorgeous. and more. he rocks out hard lol.
im the girl he wants.
but ill never have the boy i want.
i love it.id rather be miserable then being all by myself.
well im out cuz i wrote alot and im gunna go smoke some pot ill update when i feel like it.
later everyone<3
i love you all ♥
&& my bf<3 im sorry...
♥ melissa
im quite upset. and i dont kno whuts up.. cuz i have so much frigen shit buggin me that i cant think right.
i think ive made the biggest mistake of my life. and i will regret it.
i didnt breakup with my bf we are just takin time to be "best friends" lol
i just cant take being a relationship cuz i got hurt by my ex and i just cant let myself fall into that.
ill be done with life. period.
and i try very hard.
theres 2 things that is keepin me apart from this.
and i really love them. i mean like a whole lot.
and i jsut cant have my bf suffer. cuz its not right.
i feel really bad.
anyways... tu make me happy ill tell u about warped tour and how it frigen KICKED ASS! i got to see Senses fail, fallOutBoy, the Offspring♥, story of the year. MCR, the briefs(they are very good.) um.... and other bands. i was happy! i went with my bf and his/my friends. which was awesome.
ill never forget that day. it was so much frigen fun. i got an autograph cuz the lead singer was HOT lol. but idk....
i keep thinkin that i hurt the ppl i most care about. and I DONT wanna do this.
part of me does the part no.this kid will never like me even tho IM HIS TYPE!
he likes "hot girls" with tons of makeup on im HOT! lol.
whatever.
im really sad. i think i need to do some smokin and drinkin to cool my self off. im in love. love hurts. love sucks. i hate love sometimes.
i just cant see myself loveing sumone who is with me that i feel bad about.
and this kid i kno is very caring, gorgeous. and more. he rocks out hard lol.
im the girl he wants.
but ill never have the boy i want.
i love it.id rather be miserable then being all by myself.
well im out cuz i wrote alot and im gunna go smoke some pot ill update when i feel like it.
later everyone<3
i love you all ♥
&& my bf<3 im sorry...
♥ melissa