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my mood changed alot today.
i was so hyper and happy after seeing that camera van thingger.
and now,
i am just ick.
i was sitting here thinking about random stuff,
when all of the sudden all i could think of was thats it is over.
i won't be there again,
and it makes me sad.
i am going to miss rtv so much.
everything is going to be different now.
this summer,
hopefully,
will be better than others,
for various reasons.
but next september...
what do i do then?
i think i am going back to school.
but it won't be the same.
it will be like grade ten again,
and that scares me.
i dread the thought of going back there.
but i really wasnt to take chem.
so that is my only reason.
and the fact that i have nothing else to do,
considering i never did send my stupid thing over to nscc.
i am so good with responsibility...
ps.
i'm sorry for filling your friends page thing with stupidity.
forgive me?
i was so hyper and happy after seeing that camera van thingger.
and now,
i am just ick.
i was sitting here thinking about random stuff,
when all of the sudden all i could think of was thats it is over.
i won't be there again,
and it makes me sad.
i am going to miss rtv so much.
everything is going to be different now.
this summer,
hopefully,
will be better than others,
for various reasons.
but next september...
what do i do then?
i think i am going back to school.
but it won't be the same.
it will be like grade ten again,
and that scares me.
i dread the thought of going back there.
but i really wasnt to take chem.
so that is my only reason.
and the fact that i have nothing else to do,
considering i never did send my stupid thing over to nscc.
i am so good with responsibility...
ps.
i'm sorry for filling your friends page thing with stupidity.
forgive me?