waiting

[kissesfromcrazy]

waiting

i heared you crying
through our thin walls

i heared your
muffeled screams
and you asking
"why me"

i waited for you
to come out,
to tell me you were ok
to tell me it was all going
to be alright

you didn't

i waited all day
all night

i watched
as a druged zombie
walk through our house

not caring about us
not noticing i was
hungery
tired
depressed

you were gone
and i was alone,

there was no one there
to comfert me
as i cryed
as i past the point of pain
and just sat
waiting for death
hoping for it
as the zombie
walked through our house

and i stood
alone
at your door

waiting