come on just say it. you need me like a bad habit.
i feel really weird right now
i guess you could call it being confused
insanely confused
i feel like i dont know whats going on
i mean i usually dont know whats going on
but now i really feel as if im alone
as if i have no one
no friends no lovers
just kind of alone
and i feel like
like just blah
how does someone explain being confused, alone, and as if everyone hates em
like i honestly feel no love
from anyone
i mean yeah sometimes people say they love me
but i dunno
its kind of like their really is no love
maybe im just in a bad mood
why the hell am i hitting enter after every statement
why dont i just make a big paragraph
paragraphs are so 2003
thats why
im really not stupid
people call me an idiot blonde
but i really am smart
there are 2 people that i wish i could see everyday
im not gonna say their names
just keep it anonymous
but i really wish i could spend everyday with these 2 people
they really mean a whole ton to me
the only 2 people i can stand for more than 4 days
i love them so much
but only one of them returns the love
but she lives 57829 miles away
someone ate the rest of my damn cheese doodles puffed, now im pissed
me and my dad were supposed to have movie night tongiht, he ditched me
thats so sad, being ditched by ur own dad
hmph whatever
i wanna go to the boardwalk to see the other person that i was talking about
i really do feel so alone righ tnow
why do i feel no love
i think im in a bad mood
whatever i need to shower
im finding random spots of fudge on my arms
i wish that everyone just loved each other
and there wouldnt be rivalry
i really wish that i didnt give it away
i wish i was happy right now
im gonna go to my room and listen to 3 cds
juliana theory, incubus, and taking back sunday
bye loves who dont give any love in return
:-*
i was so totally forced to play dolls with my cousin
me and my cousin
and no he doesnt model
im so damn tuff
megan and heather
my doofus friends
i guess you could call it being confused
insanely confused
i feel like i dont know whats going on
i mean i usually dont know whats going on
but now i really feel as if im alone
as if i have no one
no friends no lovers
just kind of alone
and i feel like
like just blah
how does someone explain being confused, alone, and as if everyone hates em
like i honestly feel no love
from anyone
i mean yeah sometimes people say they love me
but i dunno
its kind of like their really is no love
maybe im just in a bad mood
why the hell am i hitting enter after every statement
why dont i just make a big paragraph
paragraphs are so 2003
thats why
im really not stupid
people call me an idiot blonde
but i really am smart
there are 2 people that i wish i could see everyday
im not gonna say their names
just keep it anonymous
but i really wish i could spend everyday with these 2 people
they really mean a whole ton to me
the only 2 people i can stand for more than 4 days
i love them so much
but only one of them returns the love
but she lives 57829 miles away
someone ate the rest of my damn cheese doodles puffed, now im pissed
me and my dad were supposed to have movie night tongiht, he ditched me
thats so sad, being ditched by ur own dad
hmph whatever
i wanna go to the boardwalk to see the other person that i was talking about
i really do feel so alone righ tnow
why do i feel no love
i think im in a bad mood
whatever i need to shower
im finding random spots of fudge on my arms
i wish that everyone just loved each other
and there wouldnt be rivalry
i really wish that i didnt give it away
i wish i was happy right now
im gonna go to my room and listen to 3 cds
juliana theory, incubus, and taking back sunday
bye loves who dont give any love in return
:-*
i was so totally forced to play dolls with my cousin
me and my cousin
and no he doesnt model
im so damn tuff
megan and heather
my doofus friends