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I have felt very mixed up over the past week. I'm working now, which is good because I have more of a routine and I'm earning. And all the people that I work with are really nice and make me feel like I've been there for ages! It's fat face again so I know what I'm doing. It has been a year and a half, so I should do...
I had my exam last wednesday which I only began revision for the night before. Typical. But it actually went so much better than I expected it to. And so I'm hopeful for a good mark. My essay that I handed in a few weeks ago also went really well. I got a 1st. Which, again I left until 3am on the day that it was due in, to hand in. My philosophy tutor asked me if it was all my own work because it was really good. Bit cheeky of him, but I took it as an indirect compliment. It was a question on the topic that I got an A for in my philosophy A Level so I'd have been dissapointed if I did badly in it. We have started our new topics now aswell, Democracy and Studying cultures, which is really interesting. And considering friday was only introductory seminars and lectures, we all managed to debate for an hour and a half solid, so I think its going to be fun, more motivating etc. I need to make a concious effort now with my attendence.
My family seem to have hit rock bottom, so I'm quite thankful to be away from home. But at the same time I feel bad for not being around to try and help. My brother is never home so I feel like my younger brothers are getting caught in the middle. Something that I really dont want to happen, because I dont want their futures being trouble because of this. It isn't primarily my responsibility but it is still hugely my responsibility given the circumstances.
Rant over.
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I had my exam last wednesday which I only began revision for the night before. Typical. But it actually went so much better than I expected it to. And so I'm hopeful for a good mark. My essay that I handed in a few weeks ago also went really well. I got a 1st. Which, again I left until 3am on the day that it was due in, to hand in. My philosophy tutor asked me if it was all my own work because it was really good. Bit cheeky of him, but I took it as an indirect compliment. It was a question on the topic that I got an A for in my philosophy A Level so I'd have been dissapointed if I did badly in it. We have started our new topics now aswell, Democracy and Studying cultures, which is really interesting. And considering friday was only introductory seminars and lectures, we all managed to debate for an hour and a half solid, so I think its going to be fun, more motivating etc. I need to make a concious effort now with my attendence.
My family seem to have hit rock bottom, so I'm quite thankful to be away from home. But at the same time I feel bad for not being around to try and help. My brother is never home so I feel like my younger brothers are getting caught in the middle. Something that I really dont want to happen, because I dont want their futures being trouble because of this. It isn't primarily my responsibility but it is still hugely my responsibility given the circumstances.
Rant over.
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