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Things since my last entry have improved so much. I've been making more of an effort with uni and i feel more accomplished with it now. I've spoken to my tutors etc and all has been smoothed over.
My money situation however, has spiraled out of control! Im so broke, but I'm not letting it bother me because...I'm going home in two days and I cant wait!! I can't wait to see my little brothers. And my cat! And we have a christmas tree up now so i'll automatically feel cosy and warm and ready for christmas. I know that I'm coming home to a lot of work, I have lots of hours at fat face, which is so good because I need to earn back the pennies that I've spent! and I also love everyone there and even tho i'm coming home to work, the work in itself is like coming home.
I've been sleeping properly for the past couple of nights, which is good because before I was a genuine creature of the night. Not sleeping until at least 9am and not waking until around 9pm. By which time my whole day was GONE. Never to be seen again.
I've been thinking of a few things;
Why don't fish and chip shops sell fish fingers?
Christmas is irrational. When you look at the facts; We bring a tree into our homes and decorate it. We run ourselves into debt to buy presents for people when its not even their birthday! We slaughter god knows how many turkeys around the country. We worship a big fat man in a red suit who brings children presents by riding through the skies in a sleigh pulled by reindeer, he then hops down our chimneys. What about people in flats who dont have chimneys? what about those poor children? Oh, and some celebrate the immaculate conception of jesus, millions of years ago. In my view, Mary had a fantastic sex life. Evidently.
Nevertheless I will still celebrate it and enjoy the food and the tv and watching my little brothers get all excited about their presents! and im going to feed my cat some lovely turkey. Shes getting on a bit now.
Anyway...good moods all round. Home time soon.
♥
My money situation however, has spiraled out of control! Im so broke, but I'm not letting it bother me because...I'm going home in two days and I cant wait!! I can't wait to see my little brothers. And my cat! And we have a christmas tree up now so i'll automatically feel cosy and warm and ready for christmas. I know that I'm coming home to a lot of work, I have lots of hours at fat face, which is so good because I need to earn back the pennies that I've spent! and I also love everyone there and even tho i'm coming home to work, the work in itself is like coming home.
I've been sleeping properly for the past couple of nights, which is good because before I was a genuine creature of the night. Not sleeping until at least 9am and not waking until around 9pm. By which time my whole day was GONE. Never to be seen again.
I've been thinking of a few things;
Why don't fish and chip shops sell fish fingers?
Christmas is irrational. When you look at the facts; We bring a tree into our homes and decorate it. We run ourselves into debt to buy presents for people when its not even their birthday! We slaughter god knows how many turkeys around the country. We worship a big fat man in a red suit who brings children presents by riding through the skies in a sleigh pulled by reindeer, he then hops down our chimneys. What about people in flats who dont have chimneys? what about those poor children? Oh, and some celebrate the immaculate conception of jesus, millions of years ago. In my view, Mary had a fantastic sex life. Evidently.
Nevertheless I will still celebrate it and enjoy the food and the tv and watching my little brothers get all excited about their presents! and im going to feed my cat some lovely turkey. Shes getting on a bit now.
Anyway...good moods all round. Home time soon.
♥