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the day over all was very long. i am feeling quite stressed out. i dont know what to do or how to fix the problem. i lose more friends than i keep. loyalty dosent mean shit to anyone. why is it always me that gets the raw end of the deal. i am there for them i help them with what ever they need then when i need them the fuck me over. its so stupid that i actually depend on people anymore. you think i would have learned my lesson the firt 10 times i got screwed. AH The Anger. The Disappointment. it burns like a hundred fires inside me soul. one day i will learn.. but it is not this day