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i cant sleep
it sucks
dont you hate it when you have so much shit on your mind you cant sleep.
it really drives me nuts.
i hate it when i cant talk to the person i really really want to talk to.
im depressed, im depressed and im depressed. isnt that depressing?
i need to get a job, i hate the fact that i have to start all over for something i didnt do. i hate starting new jobs, im shy and i get all nervous being around people i dont know, i thinks thats whats stopping me from getting a job right now and i want to find a job that will pay my like my old one. i was making almost $400 a week, i dont want to go to some job that will only pay me $6 and hour, but thats probably all i will get.
im depressed, i really think i am.
but on the bright side my band is getting some good reviews from people in a bunch of different states, maybe we will get big and get to be on VH1's behind the music (i could talk about my non-exsistant drug problem) then get rich. shit, knowing me i will probably freak out about success and A) quit the band B) become a dick C)kill myself (im voting for A or B.) anyways we are voted 31 on some chart on soundclick.com
im depressed
i cant wait til jessie comes home.
she stays for a week then shes gone for another week.
well who ever reads this is most likely getting annoyed. i would!
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it sucks
dont you hate it when you have so much shit on your mind you cant sleep.
it really drives me nuts.
i hate it when i cant talk to the person i really really want to talk to.
im depressed, im depressed and im depressed. isnt that depressing?
i need to get a job, i hate the fact that i have to start all over for something i didnt do. i hate starting new jobs, im shy and i get all nervous being around people i dont know, i thinks thats whats stopping me from getting a job right now and i want to find a job that will pay my like my old one. i was making almost $400 a week, i dont want to go to some job that will only pay me $6 and hour, but thats probably all i will get.
im depressed, i really think i am.
but on the bright side my band is getting some good reviews from people in a bunch of different states, maybe we will get big and get to be on VH1's behind the music (i could talk about my non-exsistant drug problem) then get rich. shit, knowing me i will probably freak out about success and A) quit the band B) become a dick C)kill myself (im voting for A or B.) anyways we are voted 31 on some chart on soundclick.com
im depressed
i cant wait til jessie comes home.
she stays for a week then shes gone for another week.
well who ever reads this is most likely getting annoyed. i would!
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