im an alligator....im a mamma, poppa coming for you....

Jun 10, 2002 23:34

alright im bored,confused, depressed and very lonely. i have so much on my mind i dont think i could cover it all.
jessie is out of town i dont have to say why cause most of you all know why. i really want to talk to her but she is always so busy when she is out of town. im thinking about calling her now but i know she will just let me go. im a baby.
well ive decided i need to get a job very very soon. i feeled out some applications and some video stores today, hopefully i get a call in the next couple days. im gonna run out of money soon. i gots to pay my phone and cable bill. then im getting a new tattoo monday, so thats a hundred, hey i know i could just not get the tattoo til i find a job but money burns holes in my pockets and i have to get it. then i have to put some money in on the keg and bouncy thingy for thomas' party. that about fifty. so in the next week i will spend about $250 which leaves me at a little over $200 in my account. must find job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to figure out what im gonna do with jessie. i love her so much and it was my idea to take a break but now i want to get back with her but now she wants the break. i always get so emotionally attached. it sucks. i hate being depressed about it. with her being gone and me not having anything to do all day thats all i think about and its driving me nuts.

i gonna quit being a baby now
out
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