End of January
Day 28 without Nik.
Started the Seasonique yesterday. No side effects except for some verrry mild nausea today, and a slight headache yesterday. So hopefully this will work. My period randomly decided to make a second appearance (granted, it was super light and short last week), and it brought cramps. Which sucks kind of a lot when they just HIT YOU and you can't get comfortable no matter if you sit, stand, curl up in a ball, hop, lay down, or whatever. Not that I tried hopping or anything, but yeah. It sucked.
There are approximately one month and six days left until I see Nik. I find this somewhat comforting and somewhat disheartening. It's already been an awful month without him, and seeing Manda and Jordan together, or Rowdy and Heather, make me incready heartsick. And Heather is always complaining about how much she "misses" Rowdy, even though she just saw him a matter of hours ago. Sheeeeeesh.
I wasn't super depressed today, just a little bit sad. I miss him a lot, and it gets worse every day. But hey, March is a whole month closer, right? That should at least be a cheerful thought.
Month In Review: January
Came back from visiting with Nik, missed the hell out of him, birth control troubles.
Started the Seasonique yesterday. No side effects except for some verrry mild nausea today, and a slight headache yesterday. So hopefully this will work. My period randomly decided to make a second appearance (granted, it was super light and short last week), and it brought cramps. Which sucks kind of a lot when they just HIT YOU and you can't get comfortable no matter if you sit, stand, curl up in a ball, hop, lay down, or whatever. Not that I tried hopping or anything, but yeah. It sucked.
There are approximately one month and six days left until I see Nik. I find this somewhat comforting and somewhat disheartening. It's already been an awful month without him, and seeing Manda and Jordan together, or Rowdy and Heather, make me incready heartsick. And Heather is always complaining about how much she "misses" Rowdy, even though she just saw him a matter of hours ago. Sheeeeeesh.
I wasn't super depressed today, just a little bit sad. I miss him a lot, and it gets worse every day. But hey, March is a whole month closer, right? That should at least be a cheerful thought.
Month In Review: January
Came back from visiting with Nik, missed the hell out of him, birth control troubles.