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Day... elventy bajillion without Nik.
(OKAY it's only day 25. Shut up.)
After some craaaaazy PMSing and stuff, I'm finally back to normal. The OB/GYN had me try the patch, birth control, and that didn't work so well for me. I don't know how much you know about this, or how much you want to know, so if this falls under the TMI category, just skip it. Down at the bottom there's some funny junk. ;3
So, the doc wouldn't let me start the patch until I got my period. I finally got it last week, and so I stuck the patch on like he told me to. Within a couple of hours I started feeling icky; nausea and other stuff, including ridiculous hunger. The information in the box said that those symptoms were "normal" and would "fade over time, usually a few days." So I figured I'd stick it out. I started eating more, every couple of hours, since any time I got even slightly hungry the nausea struck me.
It started messing with my sleeping schedule (i.e. I'd lie awake unable to sleep, then sleep all afternoon), and the nausea didn't fade. Finally, on Monday (I started the patch on Thursday morning), my mom was finally like, "If you're not feeling better, just take the damned thing off. We'll try something different. I hate seeing you sick." So I took it off, and she called the OB/GYN and they've decided to start me on Seasonique. That's the one in the commercials where you only get four periods a year. I'm not gonna complain about that, 'cause lets'f ace it; I HATE PERIODS.
BUT I'm not optimistic about this working. I WAS on Yaz last year, and I had to stop taking it because I was getting constant four-and-five-day headaches that wouldn't go away no matter what. No aspirin, tylenol, Excedrine, sleep, baths, tea, nothing helped. So I guess I'll keep my fingers crossed that this works out for me. Except I hate swallowing a pill every day, and apparently if you don't do it AT THE SAME TIME every single day, you get random periodating. And my mom's words of encouragement? "WELL if this doesn't work, we'll just keep trying stuff! We'll find something that works for you."
...Yeah, but at what consequence?
I guess the best part of the patch fiasco is that it really helped with the depression. I mean, it's REALLY hard to miss Nik and be fucking depressed when all you can think about it eating every two hours so you don't feel like throwing up. Of course, now that that's worn off, I'm missing him again. March cannot come quickly enough. :/
And I was messaging Jason today, he was claiming to be bored, so I asked him to hang out. And he goes, after some persuading, "Yeeaahhh.... Anyways its kinda weird hanging out with you while you have a boyfriend lol" followed by, "-_- its prolly because being 'friends' isnt exactly what i would want the most."
So then Nik called me earlier today, and I was all, "Jason doesn't want to hang out with me anymore becuase I have you."
And he was all, "I'm sorry...?"
And I was like, "It's okay, it's not your fault."
And he goes, "...Well it kinda is."
And I was like, "Yeah, I guess it is."
And he was all, "So what, you don't want to be my boyfriend anymore?"
And I was like, "Haha, I'm sorry what?"
And he's all, "You know what I meant!"
And that's my funny exchange for the day, now I'm freezing and hungry. Goodnight.