Mar 06, 2008 11:03
So, I'm depressed again. I can't concentrate on anything school-related, and I've been missing a bunch of class. This is not going to be a good semester. And it was looking so promising, too. It's not that my classes and schoolwork aren't interesting - they are. I just can't seem to focus and get anything done. It is frustrating. I want last semester back. I want things to go well twice in a row for once. *sigh* So, yeah, depressed. Doesn't help that I got off my meds for two weeks after I got sick.
Oh, and about being sick? I still have the cough. It's been at least three weeks and it won't go away. All I had was a measly little cold. Why won't my cough go away? *wails* I just want to be able to sing or play my horn without coughing. Is that really too much to ask?
Speaking of my horn, I've actually started playing the thing again. I'm playing 4th horn in the Symphonic Band for the first hour of rehearsal (I have class during the second half). Good practice for me, since I just sent in my application to be a counselor for the Cazadero Performing Arts Camp. I really hope I get the job.
I should update more often.
school,
music,
depression