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It snowed today! During my class with John some flakes started coming down. They promptly stopped, but it's in the forecast for tomorrow, too.
I haven't posted in a long time. Sarah's wedding was awesome, a major family effort. This made Voyer and I decide that we want our wedding to have LESS family effort, so we've decided on the Grand Lodge where food and booze can all be taken care of affordably. I have to call the lodge today to see what we need to do to save the date. The one they have open is August 11, so as long as there is some way we can come up with the deposit, whatever that is, that will be the big day.
Thanksgiving was good, pretty normal. Normal family, normal food. Well, kinda not normal. No Papa. I've been missing him A LOT lately, finding myself overcome with lonesomeness for him in the strangest places--stacking wood in his shed during a rainstorm, raking leaves, hearing his voice in my head as I sawed some wood for Voyer and my's project telling me to let the tool do the work.
Voyer and I have a project going, hopefully it will start soon. We're both so poor, but we want to get married next summer, so it's a financing plan. I can't really say anything here about it, which should kinda give it away, since the internet can be...incriminating. But it should help front some of the costs. The toilet in my bathroom has been defunct for a long time, so the space works out pretty perfectly for the operation. Now it's just having something to operate ON, which hopefully will be resolved with my meeting with Clay this evening. So yeah...
I haven't written in a while, mostly because there are some things I know I need to write about that I don't want to. Issues I need to deal with that I don't want to. I'm not having any kind of psychological crisis, I'm just thinking that I need some help with some stuff. Namely my anxiety/depression, my grief, my marijuana dependency, and improving my personal effectiveness in my own life. Uhhh. Just writing that down stresses me out.
I haven't posted in a long time. Sarah's wedding was awesome, a major family effort. This made Voyer and I decide that we want our wedding to have LESS family effort, so we've decided on the Grand Lodge where food and booze can all be taken care of affordably. I have to call the lodge today to see what we need to do to save the date. The one they have open is August 11, so as long as there is some way we can come up with the deposit, whatever that is, that will be the big day.
Thanksgiving was good, pretty normal. Normal family, normal food. Well, kinda not normal. No Papa. I've been missing him A LOT lately, finding myself overcome with lonesomeness for him in the strangest places--stacking wood in his shed during a rainstorm, raking leaves, hearing his voice in my head as I sawed some wood for Voyer and my's project telling me to let the tool do the work.
Voyer and I have a project going, hopefully it will start soon. We're both so poor, but we want to get married next summer, so it's a financing plan. I can't really say anything here about it, which should kinda give it away, since the internet can be...incriminating. But it should help front some of the costs. The toilet in my bathroom has been defunct for a long time, so the space works out pretty perfectly for the operation. Now it's just having something to operate ON, which hopefully will be resolved with my meeting with Clay this evening. So yeah...
I haven't written in a while, mostly because there are some things I know I need to write about that I don't want to. Issues I need to deal with that I don't want to. I'm not having any kind of psychological crisis, I'm just thinking that I need some help with some stuff. Namely my anxiety/depression, my grief, my marijuana dependency, and improving my personal effectiveness in my own life. Uhhh. Just writing that down stresses me out.