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So, after my last post, how can I top it? Ha. Lord I'm such a drama queen. I can rage and cry over things, when in truth, it probably wasn't such a big deal. I just know that I was mad at myself, and when I finally talked to Lee yesterday, he was mad at me. I think he was mad because he was just frustrated, tired, and pissed a bit at me for pulling such a stupid thing. Our relationship can be tough, though most of the time, it's such a beautiful thing. But sometimes we can butt heads. There are things that I don't understand about him. Like his adversion to weddings and slow dancing. I mean I can understand the whole wedding thing, but sometimes you have to go to them, and he will and he has. But the whole slow dancing thing. I enjoy slow dancing. And I want to dance with him. I usually end up having a few dances with a few of my good guy friends. But I want to dance with him. He always give the excuse that he doesn't want to, and that he doesn't like the music. Well, I don't always like the music that he listens to, but I will sit there and listen and try to learn why he finds a certain piece of music so important. And he says he doesn't know how. No one will judge you. I don't expect Fred Astaire or Gene Kelly out there. I just want him to hold me and sway to the music. And I don't want to slow dance to every songs, just a few. And to tell the truth, I find slow dancing one of the biggest turn ons there is in the world. To be held by the one you love, while you share just a moment like that, my god, biggest turn on I know of in the world.
Anyways, I'm sure Lee could add a page and half of all my faults too. It's just amazing of almost being together for a year of what you really don't know about each other, and the small faults that you see. I'm sure that the people on my flist who are married could write me chapters of the good and the bad of what they see in their husbands or wives.
So, Lee and me seem to be okay. Stupid fight is over with, and hopefully we can enjoy the few weeks he has a home before schools starts, and he has to leave me(boo), drama free.
Anyways, I'm sure Lee could add a page and half of all my faults too. It's just amazing of almost being together for a year of what you really don't know about each other, and the small faults that you see. I'm sure that the people on my flist who are married could write me chapters of the good and the bad of what they see in their husbands or wives.
So, Lee and me seem to be okay. Stupid fight is over with, and hopefully we can enjoy the few weeks he has a home before schools starts, and he has to leave me(boo), drama free.