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So, I don't know what to do. I think I'm in a fight with by boyfried, Lee. I can't even know b/c I haven't even seen or talked to him. It was all a misunderstanding. And he doesn't even know that. I called his house twice, but each time they say he is not home. I know that he is. So here is the story. Tonight I called Lee to see what he was doing. He was working in the garage, and told me he would be over around 9 or so, or probably later. Since I was already to go out, I just went down to my room and started to move things around. Brian calls and we talk. He says that he is at his parents house and that he and his brother will be going to his new condo in St. Henry. I told him that I wanted to see the place, so I told him I would be over in 10 to 15 min. and that he was to call Lee to tell him to go to his house, not mine. I leave my house, get gas, and go to Brian's parents. I show up, and it is a house full of people. I ask Brian if he called Lee, and he said no. So then he calls, and Lee's mom said he already left. So I book it out of the house to drive the 10 min. back to mine. I call my house to tell my mom not to let him leave, but I get the machine. When I'm driving back to my house, I thought I saw Lee's car, but I wasn't sure. I go home, and my mom said he left. I call Brian's and he said that he just showed up, but before he could say anything he leaves, pissed. I stay at home and I've called his house twice, and everyone says he is not home. Brian called to say that he saw Lee's car in the drive. So now I know it's all my fault. I'm upset with myself, and I'm crying. It's all one big misunderstanding, but it seems to be ten times worse. It's all my fault, and I'm upset with myself for being such a bitch. I keep listening, to hear his car, or to hear him come in the house, but he hasn't shown up. I feel that I should go over there, but since he lives in the country, it would be weird to show up in the middle of the night, plus I don't want to wake his family up. God, I'm a bitch.