Apr 17, 2011 23:54
Kailangan talaga may 'ganoon' na reaction?
Sometimes I get it. Sometimes I don't.
Sige. Siguro nga 5 years ago iba ako. Iba ako in the sense na, if we are to compare and contrast the 'present' and 'past' Zai, may pagbabago.
For instance, before, I had this 'manang' vibe. I wear my hair in a not so tight ponytail. I know nothing about cosmetics. Wala akong masyadong pakialam kung ano hitsura ko. Bata pa ako non. F.Y.I.
However, growing up, you have to strive for improvement. By doing so, i helps you feel as if you can be who you want yourself to be. This, take note, hindi dapat yung 'Suntok sa Buwan' na pangarap.
At yon nga. Kanina, I saw 3 from my HS classmates. We had a brief conversation.
The usual drill:
"Kamusta na?"
"San ka na?"
"Ano na plano mo?"
At hindi magtatapos ang araw sa pagpuna ng 'changes' ika nga nila sa akin.
Madalas, papansinin ang aking pagaayos (paglalagay ng make-up: eyeliner at blush-on). Ang dati ko nang kulot na buhok. At ang medyo pagbawas ng aking timbang.
Flattering? Definitely. Just when you think that you were this wallflower living the HS stigma, there were people who did take note of you.
For some, however, it disappoints me. Perhaps I used to be bigger than I currently am. Mas mataba dati. Pero dati, you won't even bother talk to me pero ngayon papansinin niyo ako at babatiin?
Ano yon?
Really.
Ano yon?