the results of the scholarship came as expected I didn't get it, I feel sad and disappointed, I really wanna go to Taipei to learn Mandarin... at this time I just feel so useless and worthless, the only good thing is now in the language center in my city have a teacher for the mandarin lessons, I have to wait an other month for the registration ( Read more... )

Lately I have been having these dreams more like nightmares, where everybody I know and some stragers tell me i don`t deserve anything, that im just not good enough, im just useless, worthless, pointless, hopeless and more less. I can't sleep well, I have been so sad these days cuz I have been struggling with these feelings for a long time maybe ( Read more... )