i broke his ♥ for the last time

Nov 10, 2005 17:35

My mind feels the pain of what happened today. My body is numb and lifeless. I hate word "sorry" now. It doesn't do anything. I can't say "I love you". Now, they're just words. Just easy words. He can't feel my love, he can't see it, he can just listen to some words. Some of my easy words. I've broken his heart before. This very well may be the ( Read more... )

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bitchygrrl November 10 2005, 22:59:11 UTC
We all deserve love, but sometimes it doesn't come from the right person. I know it is hard to believe now but TRUST me you will fall in love again. It will happen sometimes the only thing that makes these situations better is time. I'm sorry you're hurting right now.

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kinnetic17 November 10 2005, 23:33:47 UTC
Thnx.

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bitchygrrl November 10 2005, 23:36:26 UTC
YW. I've been in a similiar situation, no prob.

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maki_to13 November 10 2005, 23:03:48 UTC
I'm sorry. Hurting sucks. I hope things get better.

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kinnetic17 November 10 2005, 23:34:11 UTC
Thnx.

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hair_girl November 11 2005, 01:18:02 UTC
don't think you don't deserve his love! won't it just cause both of you pain if you push him away for good?
you only have one lifetime, and i think you do deserve him.
**HUGS**

i wish i could help you more!

why don't you just buy a vibrator or something? (sorry if this is a lame idea >_<)

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kinnetic17 November 11 2005, 02:53:59 UTC
The sad thing is I do have a vibrator..and I chose to use it when I was talking to Kevin so...I fucked up big time.

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hair_girl November 11 2005, 04:31:50 UTC
well, there can always be better things to come. and maybe you'll enjoy the freedom of being single for awhile!
**hugs**

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kinnetic17 November 11 2005, 11:50:29 UTC
:huggles: I hope so!

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oliviazn November 11 2005, 01:51:21 UTC
so sorry for hurting.hon.*hugs*
starting a new love is proved to be the best way of getting over this.well,sort of. but,hey,who knows what kind of amazing person will come along next,right?

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kinnetic17 November 11 2005, 03:30:59 UTC
:huggles back:
Thnx hun!

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pnr November 11 2005, 08:12:38 UTC
I'm so sad to read this...

but as people above said, you -will- find love again. I'm sure!
(and look at me. I'm 18 years old and have never been in love, honestly. -That- makes you think if it will ever work...)

and noone is unworthy love.
I doubt you've seen Mumin (finnish childrens thingie) but there we have a "monster" called Mårran. She's gray and cold and all she wants is some love and warmth. But Mumin says to his family and friends that someone who are not capable of giving love should not have any either... I get so angry at that! And Mårran becomes my favourite character...

I wish I could be there for you, hugging you and comfort you and hold your hand. But I guess we have to settle with cyber-hugs for now~

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kinnetic17 November 11 2005, 11:55:18 UTC
:biggest cyber hug:

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