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i know i just wrote about the whole thing about how everyone writes about depressing stuff...but i'm depressed, so yeah, i'm going to vent. I don't know why but i went to go workout today, like with a video, and i couldn't do it. it was just sooo boring for me. too repetitive or somethin. so i decide to cut it short and go on a run...but i don't know where all my energy went, because i couldn't run, and my shoes have no cushion anymore, and i just got really frustrated at the fact that i wasn't using my time properly. i dunno, but it just pissed me off, and upset me, and i guess was kinda my explosion and made me think about how nothing ever really works out in my favor, and nothing really ever goes like i want it to. it's just been a bad couple of days.