live journals make everyone seem like they have the worst life ever
i just spent a lil while reading a couple of my friends' journals, slightly depressing. and i guess that's how most journals turn out, cuz it's just a place for you to vent and what not. ANYWAY, i have good news...i'm on the job hunt again, and my dad put in a good word to another one of his friends who happens to be the district manager for the sacramento area. so i emailed him my resume along with an email which acted as my cover letter. so yeah, i'm really excited, and hopefully this pulls through. i don't think i can survive much longer at the max. all of my responsibilities and duties have been taken away, and now all i am sposed to do at work is cashier and sell max assurance. i hate feeling so insignificant. anyway, i'm gonna keep this whole world savings thing positive, and i'm not going to fuck it up this time. i know all the rules, and hopefully it works out in my favor.
i never know who reads this thing, and what i can really get away with saying anymore. but my roommate is in an "e" phase. it makes it really hard for me, because she wants to go to raves and drop...or just randomly drop at home on some nights. however, i'm a different person now. i don't party hardly as much as i used to, and drugs no longer really interest me...well e definately doesn't. i get sick everytime. blah. so yeah, it's really kinda weird cuz she thinks i'm the same liz who wanted to get drunk every night and just party. now i just wanna sleep :-\
ya know...i really need to get out of the house more. i think i need to expand my friend base. if i didn't have mike i don't know where i would be. i'd have no one to spend time with. a friend of mine invited me to go out to thunder valley casino tonight, and i totally turned him down, just cuz i wanted to go home and relax. i feel bad, specially since he was gonna give me like $80 to gamble with and buy me dinner! you shouldn't turn down friends like that! anyway, i told him that i would definately go next time, no questions asked. hopefully i don't chicken out (gambling kinda scares me).
oh yeah!!! i got invited to a bridal shower!! i don't really know how those things work, i've never been to one. it's an all girls party at chevy's on the river, and i know i have to bring a gift, but is it sposed to be dirty? do i show up with massage oils and kama sutra books? or am i sposed to show up with stuff that she's registered for? unfortunately, her party is on the night of inventory, so i have to rsvp as a no go. :( however, my mom told me that it is customary to send a gift!! fuckin shit, i can't get out of this gift business!!! so i guess i'm gonna email or call the maid of honor and ask her what is up. i don't even have marisa's address. blah. too much confusion.
aside from all that...not much else going on. i have to start looking for a new place to live for next year. i think mike, jarad and i are going to look for a lil duplex or house in sac. it's much cheaper there, and pepe definately needs a yard to run around in. oh yeah, in a week he can start going outside!! i feel so bad that we only have a patio for him to run around on, with supervision of course. he's too lil to be out there all alone...and i definately don't want him getting out somehow and getting hit by car, cuz that would be sucky. plus he was $500!! i can't afford that kind of loss.
well i have tomorrow off, and my tax returns came tonight, so it's time to have a beer and figure out what i'm going to spend my money on. prolly some new bras...i only have like 4. depressing!
i never know who reads this thing, and what i can really get away with saying anymore. but my roommate is in an "e" phase. it makes it really hard for me, because she wants to go to raves and drop...or just randomly drop at home on some nights. however, i'm a different person now. i don't party hardly as much as i used to, and drugs no longer really interest me...well e definately doesn't. i get sick everytime. blah. so yeah, it's really kinda weird cuz she thinks i'm the same liz who wanted to get drunk every night and just party. now i just wanna sleep :-\
ya know...i really need to get out of the house more. i think i need to expand my friend base. if i didn't have mike i don't know where i would be. i'd have no one to spend time with. a friend of mine invited me to go out to thunder valley casino tonight, and i totally turned him down, just cuz i wanted to go home and relax. i feel bad, specially since he was gonna give me like $80 to gamble with and buy me dinner! you shouldn't turn down friends like that! anyway, i told him that i would definately go next time, no questions asked. hopefully i don't chicken out (gambling kinda scares me).
oh yeah!!! i got invited to a bridal shower!! i don't really know how those things work, i've never been to one. it's an all girls party at chevy's on the river, and i know i have to bring a gift, but is it sposed to be dirty? do i show up with massage oils and kama sutra books? or am i sposed to show up with stuff that she's registered for? unfortunately, her party is on the night of inventory, so i have to rsvp as a no go. :( however, my mom told me that it is customary to send a gift!! fuckin shit, i can't get out of this gift business!!! so i guess i'm gonna email or call the maid of honor and ask her what is up. i don't even have marisa's address. blah. too much confusion.
aside from all that...not much else going on. i have to start looking for a new place to live for next year. i think mike, jarad and i are going to look for a lil duplex or house in sac. it's much cheaper there, and pepe definately needs a yard to run around in. oh yeah, in a week he can start going outside!! i feel so bad that we only have a patio for him to run around on, with supervision of course. he's too lil to be out there all alone...and i definately don't want him getting out somehow and getting hit by car, cuz that would be sucky. plus he was $500!! i can't afford that kind of loss.
well i have tomorrow off, and my tax returns came tonight, so it's time to have a beer and figure out what i'm going to spend my money on. prolly some new bras...i only have like 4. depressing!