Life is complete.
All I have done today is run some minor errands and go to a job interview at acac. Oh yeh and that random phone call that changed my fucking life. To think, I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. Honest to god, if I hadn't had that interview then I would have attempted an all day birthday bed in. I totally wasn't feeling like turning 18 because I was suffering from an incredibly stupid annoying and immature case of "im a teenager bored looser who needs a new life". Yeh its troubling. And now, I am sort of the happiest person in the entire world. Im so happy and so afraid that Im secretly schitzophrenic and making this all up. Perhaps I should believe in god, because today I got everything I wanted in the entire world. It's not like something exciting actually occured (that will come in a matter of months) but I gained an entirley new perspective and am officially cured of teenager "bored with life syndrome". Of course it had to happy in the weirdest way possible.
Luckily my mom decided to call back a random cell phone number that had called her while we were shopping in the mall.
The call came from a UVA grad student who wanted to congratulate me on my admission to vassar. She was an 2002 alumni and I asked if she was kidding. That was when she realized that she had called me before my letter got here, which technically she wasn't supposed to do. A few hours later, after wondering if anyone hated me enough to put a prank caller up to ruining my life I called her back again, and she was happy to assure me that yeh I acutally was going to vassar, they mailed me a letter on the 24 that just hadn't arrived, and no unfortunatley i couldn't check online because vassar doesn't do that. On my fucking birthday. Im bound, I know where I am going next year. I'm so shocked I almost am too suspicious to write this in my livejournal. This is the best day of my life so far. I am having the best birthday in my entire life. Im going to new york im going to vassar I never have to take a intense math course ever ever again. I feel totally repaid for feeling like an idiot all throughout highschool. I CAN FINALLY LEARN WHAATEVER I WANT. Vassar Is the best college in the entire world and I wouldn't rather be anywhere else. And as soon as i saw it i knew that was the place where I could finally be really happy. all i want to do is be a good, friendly, happy person until i get to go and enjoy the rest of my year in cville which i love. i really hope that other cvillins get in and attend with me though as i am very scared. This year has been absolute madness and shit. now that is all better. I dont want to have any resentment against people anymore. Im done. they are all fine because I got something that i raelly wanted and there is no reason for resentment.
Sasha I was really fucking mad abotu you talking about my gpa and how greg beat me. but i want you to know that i dont care any more. that was the best I can do. So resentment is officially over.
This makes me want to be a good person
this makes me hate ahs less
this makes me want to make other peoples lives better
I know im being an emotional idiot;
i am giong to go and get coffee with rachael :)
Luckily my mom decided to call back a random cell phone number that had called her while we were shopping in the mall.
The call came from a UVA grad student who wanted to congratulate me on my admission to vassar. She was an 2002 alumni and I asked if she was kidding. That was when she realized that she had called me before my letter got here, which technically she wasn't supposed to do. A few hours later, after wondering if anyone hated me enough to put a prank caller up to ruining my life I called her back again, and she was happy to assure me that yeh I acutally was going to vassar, they mailed me a letter on the 24 that just hadn't arrived, and no unfortunatley i couldn't check online because vassar doesn't do that. On my fucking birthday. Im bound, I know where I am going next year. I'm so shocked I almost am too suspicious to write this in my livejournal. This is the best day of my life so far. I am having the best birthday in my entire life. Im going to new york im going to vassar I never have to take a intense math course ever ever again. I feel totally repaid for feeling like an idiot all throughout highschool. I CAN FINALLY LEARN WHAATEVER I WANT. Vassar Is the best college in the entire world and I wouldn't rather be anywhere else. And as soon as i saw it i knew that was the place where I could finally be really happy. all i want to do is be a good, friendly, happy person until i get to go and enjoy the rest of my year in cville which i love. i really hope that other cvillins get in and attend with me though as i am very scared. This year has been absolute madness and shit. now that is all better. I dont want to have any resentment against people anymore. Im done. they are all fine because I got something that i raelly wanted and there is no reason for resentment.
Sasha I was really fucking mad abotu you talking about my gpa and how greg beat me. but i want you to know that i dont care any more. that was the best I can do. So resentment is officially over.
This makes me want to be a good person
this makes me hate ahs less
this makes me want to make other peoples lives better
I know im being an emotional idiot;
i am giong to go and get coffee with rachael :)