Happy Happy Joy Joy -Xposted From Myspace
So lately I've been happier, well there's a part of me that's like "Ugh, this sucks" with certain issues in life but.. who doesn't think some issues in life just absolutely suck, right?
However, I found a new job!! Yes! No more 6.50 an hour for putting up with...no it's not the children that annoy me. It's somebody else that .. well I can't get away from her.. since she's always there as well. It doesn't matter. I'm tired of Kids Avenue. As much as I love the kids and most of the people that work there and I really do adore my assistant director.
However, I found a job that pays 8.00 dollars an hour and I'll probably be working more hours, or about the same, but either eway it's more money.
The stress in my life is becoming less, I'm becoming happier and pushing as much negative out of my life as I can. I'm working on a lot of things. The first one was the job thing. The next couple things are weight and going back to school. I'll probably start working on the weight thing first.. (again) before going back to school simply because this new job is.. well new and I don't want to be like, "Well I'm going back to school." And even if I do go back to school it will be majorly part time so I don't over do myself. Since I seem to get overwhelmed with school easily. I still have yet to get tested for ADD. My attention is diverted so easily. .... what was I talking about? Ha.. okay that was so lame.. but hell you know you giggled.. even if it was on the inside.
I wrote a while back about how hard it was for me at one point to make friends, but that's changing as well and that makes me happy. People from the daycare job and I are becoming closer and I love them to peices by the way.
I couldn't really ask for better friends right now. People that are there for me, to get drunk with me, to tell me that flashing people is embarrassing them...Heidi....and then those that are like "FLASH THAT PERSON"...
I went to Ren Fest yesterday and it rained and I got .. soaked. But I got my palm read. Sure she said things that clicked as "How the hell did she know that" But at the same time some of the things I just don't know if I want to believe, but I'll eventually forget what she said and then one day it may click "Hey.. she was right" .. but then again.. it might not. Who knows.
Alli-Cat wants me to be in her wedding in Spring of 2008. I haven't been in a wedding since I was a flower girl! So I definitely gotta do this weight loss thing so I can look good in a bridesmaid dress! I'm going to be the second one in line.
I was going to be walking down the aisle with Dale.. however after our little.....argument.. Is that what I should call it? Because to me.. he was acting like a child.. but anyway I guess Alli says I'm walking down the aisle with Brian now. Which doesn't bother me. Brian amuses me. And I love his fiance, she's absolutely adorable.
I am trying to talk Beth into getting a two bedroom apartment with me. But she's kind of dragging her feet on it I think, she doesn't think she can afford it. And well maybe she can't right now. She is in school and working. I'll find somebody I'm sure.
I'm tired. I worked today from 7-3 and I haven't been up that early in a long time. I mean I've been getting up at 7:30, not 6. I'm thinking with this new job I'll have to get up even earlier than 6 though. We'll see how good I do next week when I work again.
My last day at the daycare is the 15th.
Oh yeah and I finally got a 'real' cell phone. Not a play phone that plays music when you push the buttons and says "Hello this is Barbie, want to go shopping" ... Okay well it's not prepaid is what I mean and I haven't written in so long that I can't stop babbling in text.
I'm actually kind of excited right now. I might call up some friends and see what they're doing tonight, I get to sleep in tomorrow. YAY.
Oh.. and Steven's wedding was.. really nice. Aww. I was so happy for him. When I danced with him at the dollar dance I told him I was proud of him.. He asked why.. and I told him the truth.. it's because he's grown up so much. He says he hasn't..but he really.. really has.
And I got to see Jen and that made me happy because I like her and we hadn't seen one another in a long time and we had some pretty good conversation.
And I think Mike bruised my ass when he smacked it.