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[kinkado]

the innocence mission > bright as yellowfoggy hot sickness i slept after you left or i left.. i hung up first right? i always do. thats my job. guess whaaat... right this moment im being productive for the first time all day. starting now - my homework. i think if i finish and if i sleep again ill be okay becuase i am okay... i ate dry dry dry

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[anonymous]

i thought of that, and yes, techincally....the person i am now wouldnt exist. but thats my point. i wonder who i would be and what changes could have done that

[kinkado]

pink milk is like candy. they should have that - pink milk ..gummi candies.
dreamy sweet things.
anyway, forewarning you - im in no mood to type.

"i picture the person saying it but more in an unhappy tone.."
to me its not so much unhappy as.. kind of dismissive. like - you find something funny, but youre attempting to lead into a more serious subdued sort of thought. youre just not in the mood to laugh however funny something is. 'heh' is like.. theee.. transitional laugh.

i dont regret. sometimes i just have the idea that... if i ever were to meet myself as another person - i wouldnt like myself at all.
youre right maybe. saying im self-conscience. or too self-conscience

[anonymous]

first i think thats so great. about the stories. i mean, im sorry you felt that way, and yes im familiar with the story. but i dont know...idont think you would have had to say anything. i mean i would have bugged you initially, but in the end i would have lain on your bed next to you, held you, and just.....ha. probably drift off to sleep, actually

[anonymous]

im fascinated by that...how one word....i think ive said this before. no, i have. i remember.

i really really miss you.
and i really really love you.
and i really really hope your sleeping...

all that in one word...goodnight.

[kinkado]

always two reallys.

[anonymous]

aha. hum...i hope i didnt make it seem like i expected you to post a comment. i mean...it has to nd some time. everything ends. we cnat comment back and forth forEVER! aaaaaaa....

did you get in trouble from friday? about not being home? i really liked that you went, but....hm...i cant see it being worth getting in trouble from parents.

always two reallys....depends on how you look at it... in some ways...there are many more reallys. just...inexpresible.

that made NO sense...at all..

[kinkado]

oh ho ho.
i wondered about that.
after making a three-word comment, i thought,
"brandons gonna look and see theres a new one and be all, *HEY THERES A NEW ONE* and then arrive to find not much of a new one at all" and it was followed by a pause. then a shrug.
ehh hahaha...
i did plan on commenting again.
but perhaps another post is in order.
i didnt get in trouble. not really. i was sent to bed! .
instead i stayed outside for awhile.
(and btw, it would have been worth it. it always is)
how did you get home from the school? (or to kyles from the school), did they pick you up there?
tell him i say hello.

i understood.

[kinkado]

thats boring.
instead - tell him i say hello and how are you?
or. NO.
maybe...
hello and .. coyotes!

[anonymous]

okay...this is my 7th attempt to reply to your comment. my first was ridiculously long and i deleted iot because it had nothing to with your comment. it was just...stuff i thought of last night at the party. i really really missed you...ill tell you about it later somehow. ill write you a note tonight. we're going out again

[anonymous]

wow. im really sorry. i totally destroyed the fun behind this thread.

[kinkado]

fun is not the purpose.