shit happens

Dec 07, 2004 19:55

ha..3 weeks ago after breaking with my ex.
i thought i would miss him, but i don't. why? but i thought, we would be friends, too.
but i noticed he doesn't call me or send sms to me regularly. well, i thought "hmpf..",
but i was disappointed about him. well, at first i would worrying about him, but after time to time i noticed me i really don't. well, it's strange but i don't care.
but i hope he is taking care himself. well, are we still friends forever? i don't know. i will see. just wait and see la~

ok, i'm along with daniel for 3 weeks. don't tell anyone, phiz ;)
i'm really happy with him. now. he gives me strength to forget about worrying things. that's good. although i got stress with my parents. and i hate it. that's stressful. i'm tired of that and i have to need calm.

daniel and i always meet every day. but not only. we are doing job training. so we have to concentrate our job =) of course ey. anywayz we like to meet at weekends or holidays =)
but i love him..aww <3

gosh. about job training you have to go to school once a week, sometimes twice, and every day you have go to work, too. but i thought i would make trouble to myself. but the only one which makes me trouble are my parents. well, why are my parents so strange? aww..i'm always concerned about my parents. that's stupid. my parents don't understand what i like to do. is that because i'm hard of hearing? why? i'm 22. i can do what i like. i'm carrying myself and i take a resbonsibility, too. but they don't see it. uh~i don't know what i have to do but the only possibility is, to run away from home. no joke. i mean i want to have my own apartment =D

aww..wanna tell you more, but the time is up =P

okidoki, i hope next time, don't get so many worries because of parents. i would take care of myself. i'll do my best and let my dreams come true.

daniel, i'm really happy with you. you're so sweet but you're sometimes corny ;)
but i love you so much hoho~
your mum, manfred and your bro are really nice to me. they are so cool. but to your bro we didn't talking with him. =P we have to do soon. but last time your bro were impolite where he was in your room haha~ tz tz
well, you're a special person that i found. and i would try to clear my stressed life. yup yup~
i love you so much.

Alison
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