Nov 21, 2004 13:55
uhh. i want to die _._
why did i make so many mistakes? i can't think clearly yet.
2 guyz love me and i can just love one. why can't i love 2 guyz, eh? yeah, it sounds crazy but i think it would be beautiful hehe..right? =P
well, my bf and i had seperated (or divided)yesterday bcoz the time we only see once a week. but the new we sometimes see each other every day.
i don't feel so happy and i'm disappointed about my life. i'm really dumb. gosh.
uhh..i got a headache ah.
i'm making the reunited with my ex. i hope, i'm doing very well and it will works. thats crazy, uh.
no, just wait and see lar.
my ex wishes i'll be happier with my new bf.
but i always crying about him and want to go him back. i love him so much but i think i don't have a chance by him.
my eyes swollen. my skin "dried". my heart broke. what should i do now?
why did love sometimes kill our life?
ali