Dec 11, 2005 18:54
I havn't updated for a tad. It feels like yonks
Late November + December has been hetic. Concerts non stop... but now,there are only 2 more to go - Tuesday + the 20th which is next Tues. YARR! Yesterday last day at the acadamy... I'd written out a few Christmas cards for some vecks... but never thought that it would actually be my last day. I forgot to even write them out for my teachers so they must think I'm some huffy bratchney; but the concert yesterday, I enjoyed more than I thought I would. I love Chamber Group anyway... it's the best thing that I get on a Saturday and our performacne was just aiuydfhkajfhsk. We all played great + the enjoyment took over instead of fear... initially - of course - I was afriad. There was this one movement...perfect for the Clarinet, you could show off like Jeebii + I could vaugley do it but I was crapping the massive pink pants I have on. You see though...when I got to my lesson my teacher just gave me the bestr advice -
She was talking about how I'm now working to Grade 8 standard on Clarinet + I'm looking at the peices she's giving me. So she gives me some ultimate courage by getting me to think "Fuck yes; I can do this and I will because I want to" (probably minus the swear word) Something as simple as that got me through my Chamber group performance and I did the movment like YARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :}
I'm going up to practice soon. Hah... this is good for me
Finally got out this eve' to go + get something for Jilliano's Christmas (I feel like crapoo; I bought stuff for me when I should really be buying my chicks something. Initially I though... there's no way I can ask my mum + dad for money for 5 presents but even though some of it was my own money I used it to buy things for me. One knows if one had a job thing woudl be different!) I am displeased with the Daft Punk album I bought. It's not a patch on their other albums. I think this is one of their earliest albums though.
I prefer Discovery