for the better.

i can feel it.
its in the air i breathe.
Its in the food i taste.
Its in my sleep at night.

I know something big is gonna happen.

Im going to change things for the better.

yep.

long night of happiness and sadness at the same time.
highly mixed emotions...
i know that what i want, isn't what i really want.

also;
one of these days im going to get it right, im going to get it figured out...until then...i dont know what else to do.

sadness...wtf.

and the worst part is....i know these feelings are all my fault.

well i cant take this shit much longer ( Read more... )