hmm that was a harcore comment that she left......
welp my day was fun, and bible study was pretty good.
i know that your reading this DeeAnna so here i go.......
i do want to break up with you, but i admit that sometimes i never ever want a girlfriend, and its not you, its just that i dont need one at all and its hard to worry about all these stupid arguements when i could be focusing on god or something else thats not so negative....but i choose to date you because i love you, and i know that i could date other girls but i dont want to, and i never ever thought that you didnt deserve me....that would be horrible to think that!!! and i love you so much, and you know the way i feel about those words, it means so much to me..........and ive given that up to you......and i thought that meant alot to you.......
and im sorry that im a jerk, i always assume that your flirting, but im admiting this to you, i get scared and jealous very easily.....i mean you think that your not beautiful, but you are and guys find you attractive and i know this forsure and im just scared that you get tired of how stupid i can be, i mean im the one who causes all of this idiotic drama!!! its stupid and its always me who causes it.....and you know this is true, and you deserve a guy who doesnt cause these stupid things.....a guy who is more fun, i mean im not that fun, or atleast around you im not, because im so intimidated by all those funny guys when im around you, and so i just dont even act myself, so pretty much im rarely ever myself around you........you even said im no fun........
sometimes i sit down and wish that you would break up with me, because i dont deserve you and it would relieve us both of these troubles.......i know thats harsh that i say that, but is true........i wish you would just tell me what you really think about all of this stupid stuff, and would just tell me off for once!!! i need to be told off, i deserve it!!!
and yes it is very stupid that some of this started over pants, but i thought you hated those pants, when in reality ive always thought it was cool. i geuss that shows us how much we dont know about eachother.....
well i dont know of anything else to say, except i wish you would just speak your mind.......
i love you
i know that your reading this DeeAnna so here i go.......
i do want to break up with you, but i admit that sometimes i never ever want a girlfriend, and its not you, its just that i dont need one at all and its hard to worry about all these stupid arguements when i could be focusing on god or something else thats not so negative....but i choose to date you because i love you, and i know that i could date other girls but i dont want to, and i never ever thought that you didnt deserve me....that would be horrible to think that!!! and i love you so much, and you know the way i feel about those words, it means so much to me..........and ive given that up to you......and i thought that meant alot to you.......
and im sorry that im a jerk, i always assume that your flirting, but im admiting this to you, i get scared and jealous very easily.....i mean you think that your not beautiful, but you are and guys find you attractive and i know this forsure and im just scared that you get tired of how stupid i can be, i mean im the one who causes all of this idiotic drama!!! its stupid and its always me who causes it.....and you know this is true, and you deserve a guy who doesnt cause these stupid things.....a guy who is more fun, i mean im not that fun, or atleast around you im not, because im so intimidated by all those funny guys when im around you, and so i just dont even act myself, so pretty much im rarely ever myself around you........you even said im no fun........
sometimes i sit down and wish that you would break up with me, because i dont deserve you and it would relieve us both of these troubles.......i know thats harsh that i say that, but is true........i wish you would just tell me what you really think about all of this stupid stuff, and would just tell me off for once!!! i need to be told off, i deserve it!!!
and yes it is very stupid that some of this started over pants, but i thought you hated those pants, when in reality ive always thought it was cool. i geuss that shows us how much we dont know about eachother.....
well i dont know of anything else to say, except i wish you would just speak your mind.......
i love you