walking out on someone is not nice.............
welp choir practice ABSOLUTELY sucked!!!! the practice itself didnt suck, but maybe it was the weird looks, or the walking out on me without saying goodbye!!! i told her i was going to be right back, i was going to ask chris for a ride home, and i turn around and shes gone, and who is she with.......CHELSEA!!! and lindsey, just walking no care in the world, didnt look back once to even think about the pain she puts me through, she never thinks about how she rips my heart to shreds and then puts the pieces back with some simple words, "i love you", WOW ive fell for that one alot!!! does she really love me or is she just happy to have a guy that other girls want, im not really sure at this point!!! all i know is i always go through so much crap, and then end up apologizing, well how much longer can i go through all of this crap!!!
and then all my friends are like, "dude you could get so many girls if you werent dating DeeAnna", and they are right i could but i dont. i dont really need a girlfriend, i choose to have one because i love her, or atleast i thought it was love that we had...........im not really sure anymore..........
all i can do is pray, because nobody else is ever there for me but God, so thats all i can do.........
and then all my friends are like, "dude you could get so many girls if you werent dating DeeAnna", and they are right i could but i dont. i dont really need a girlfriend, i choose to have one because i love her, or atleast i thought it was love that we had...........im not really sure anymore..........
all i can do is pray, because nobody else is ever there for me but God, so thats all i can do.........