Apr 25, 2005 08:23
so the weekend starts on friday april 22. i went to work at 830 that day. i was so happy that it was friday because that means im off from one job on the weekend. i worked guidos then hopped over to the water street cafe and worked that night. it actually picked up and had like about 50-60 people in it. the most ive ever seen. i dont know how much longer thats going to last. i might work somewhere else. i dont know? but itd be cool to have like 3 jobs. anyways, that night people came over and we drank, played cards,etc.
saturday came and i jammed out with my guitarist. things are starting to go smoothly. we recorded our first track about 3 weeks ago. it sounded pretty good, all we need is a bassist and singer. fuck it, im not worried about it really. jennifer p, colma, kimberly, amy and myself drank at my house for a little while that night then went to all sports-a bar. we stayed there for about 30 minutes then went downtown to bbobs. i didnt have that much fun there so we left and got some beer before the 2 am shit. colma, jenn and me came back here and watched identity, then BLOODSPORT. ive watched bloodsport like 3 days in a row now. i dont know if i can get sick of it or not.
i started talkin to my friend helena again. i havent talked to her in forever and now that we got a hold of each other, its like were constantly talking. i went to go see her up at work last night. it was cool to see her again. shes weird like me, but like only when we are alone. she wont act like an idiot in front of other people. shes an idiot. haha.
oh shit! i also found a girl that i talked to at spring break like 4 years ago. shes a cute blonde. who knows? maybe something will come from this. i havent dated in like over a year. it fucking blows. im so damn lonely all the time. dear God, work your "magic" and we'll see what happens...
take care everyone. i love you all even if i dont show it at times.
"when you are suffering, know that i have betrayed you.."