the i just has to be different...
I just watched almost 6 hours of Love Hina. Pathetic. I fucked up my sleeping schedule today, managed to get up in time for school, but when i got home I napped for a good 5 hours... I really like sleeping. It's really the only time when I feel physically content, and by physically content, I mean it's the only time I don't feel tired, because i'm not feeling anything. I have never been able to wake up and not feel like I was recently poisoned, which is pretty lame. I burnt myself out on WoW a few nights ago, which in the mean time is a good thing, because I have homework to do tomorrow. Hopefully by friday i'll be ready to grind again, because those orcs aren't going to kill themselves. I think I need to do something... like, big. I'm starting to get really morose anytime i'm by myself, which is my first warning sign that i'm sinking into a hole. If I let things go, then I start to fail school, then I end up skipping, don't do anything constructive, fight with people, yatta yatta yatta. I need to go to the beach again soon. I really should be sleeping. What I do come fall all depends on my grades, which is really bad, because I can't plan anything until summer term is finished. If I manage to pass, then that means more school, and 20 hours a week as a student worker. Problem with that is I don't really know if I want to take anymore classes next term, but I can't work unless I have 6 credits (2-3 classes). If I don't get my GPA above 2.0, which I think requires like two B-'s, then I will have wasted another couple hundred dollars, and a summer. I really don't want to fail this god damn computer class again, the first time I failed was due to lack of funds to buy the 160$ book, and a two week vacation in mexico, and now I can't find the book. it's the size of a fucking shoebox, I don't know how I could have lost it. luckily its easy as shit work, Win XP and such, but if I don't get a book soon I won't be able to study for the test, which I don't think I can wing. Fucking book nazis. tomorrow is a slacking off day, followed by homework at night... thursday is card night, so after my class (2:30-5) maybe we could play some more at the shop.