"Leave the best for what I say"

[king_evets]

A really long day. That's all I'm saying about it. But the events made me realize that I do NOT love Kayla anymore. Yes, that is right I do not love her. About time, I know. But it did make me realize who I do love. I love everyone single one of my friends. And I am more clear about who I am in love with. Though she is a hour and a half away, I know I love her. We don't talk much aymore. But I love her anyways. She may not feel the same, that's ok. It's no easy to deal with me at times. But she can. I can't explain how I feel, I've been ther many times before. I've tasted the best of life when I am around her. If we only stay friends for the rest of my life, I can live with that. She is the most amazing girl I know. I changed my whole way of life for her before, imagine what would become of me if we were to ge together. WOW. I would be a totally good kid. But she knows that that's not who I am. I am Bryan Eric Sparks, troublemaker, rebel, and nice, loving, caring person at heart. I can be a dick at times, but so can everyone else. I found today to be a very eye opening day. The Engel in my heart is dead, and I am happy about it. Thank you.

P.S. If you are reading this, I am always here for you, and I love you. You know that. Your never alone, I am always with you. Be strong...