I'm alright
I keep wanting to think about it. But I'm sticking with my repeated process of forgetting. It's become easier today, because I've had alot of people to talk to. Jealousy is not the key to making it better. I'm happy for him, and I hope we will meet when it's alright. It will still hurt to see/hear of you with someone else. But I have to get over that. You've never truly been with anyone else in the way that we were. And it's good that you experience different things. I want to be happy for you, rather than mad at you. Being angry won't help me...it just makes thoughts of you sink in even more. I'm sorry I'm such a lieing cheater and I mean that seriously.
Anyway, this journal is not dedicated to writing letters to people, it's about me. So ...hmmm, I had to take a drug test for winn dixie, which is really shitty. I had my brother pee for me, and I was soooo nervous about it. I ended up spilling the shit on me. But the lady didn't seem too aware, so I think it's all good.
There's a show this weekend, I'm trying to invite as many as can fit in my car. I need good company. I need to be more outspoken...I'll make that next months goal.=)
We took our last french test today. So now all we have left is the exam. In biology I expected the last test to be quite easy, but she added on another chapter so it's actually harder now. I want to do really well on the final exam. I'll be so freakin happy if I pass this class.
Lastnight I went to bed listening to Bjork. Untill now I've never really examined her voice. It's more audible on a head set. She sounds like what I would imagine an angel sounding like. It made me think of a room, a really big one, with a huge down blanket covering the whole floor, and me and other smily happy people, laughing and jumping everywhere. It was cool.
Anyway, this journal is not dedicated to writing letters to people, it's about me. So ...hmmm, I had to take a drug test for winn dixie, which is really shitty. I had my brother pee for me, and I was soooo nervous about it. I ended up spilling the shit on me. But the lady didn't seem too aware, so I think it's all good.
There's a show this weekend, I'm trying to invite as many as can fit in my car. I need good company. I need to be more outspoken...I'll make that next months goal.=)
We took our last french test today. So now all we have left is the exam. In biology I expected the last test to be quite easy, but she added on another chapter so it's actually harder now. I want to do really well on the final exam. I'll be so freakin happy if I pass this class.
Lastnight I went to bed listening to Bjork. Untill now I've never really examined her voice. It's more audible on a head set. She sounds like what I would imagine an angel sounding like. It made me think of a room, a really big one, with a huge down blanket covering the whole floor, and me and other smily happy people, laughing and jumping everywhere. It was cool.