It's driving me crazy to be in this situation I seem to find myself in. I moved in with B. Temporarily and then started to withdraw. All it was at first was just her sugar/calorie enabling (Oh, you don't want a caramel sundae, the one I got you? Okay, I'll eat it.) and then the complaining about The Smell ( a chemical smell because the new varnish ( Read more... )

I had a weird dream the other day where I woke up feeling convince that I had blown it, Salvation is not for me. I had a little and lost it. Or hid it. It all made sense as far as my behavior in the past. Though it really didn't because...it didn't ( Read more... )

I went to the WUMC, wanted to get rid of the silly Xmas dec I won at the November gathering...a sparkly arrangement with a fake rose--someone else had put theirs in the cupboard that holds books and coffee supplies. So I mentioned doing that and my mom was like, Oh, NO Liz, NO. Huh? To her it was like giving a gift back, supposedly, but I'm not ( Read more... )

Eh, I hate being assaulted by weird feelings and paranoia. This morning there was an article about the Queen (need I say which one?), and I felt...weird, like she's dull and I'm afraid I'm going to end up that way. Then I wonder if she really is. She has the moon in Leo just like I do, Capricorn ascendant. I have no idea if it's something else, or ( Read more... )