{Dream} I spent a lot of time yesterday writing out a dream, still have not finished, in one of my two paper journals. It was a post-apocalyptic one, where I was going from Kentucky to Ohio to Canada and in each place a dubious act by a man took place. One was my sponsor's husband, in real life a pretty nice guy, as far as I can tell. The second ( Read more... )

I read Gregory Maquire's Lost, till 4 or 5 in the a.m. at least, and cried and cried at the end, it triggered off something. Something was kind of triggering me all day. It hurts to relive whatever it is, and especially to be in confusion about it, but it means feeling what I/we need to feel. Which is great. It just scares me that I'm so confuse ( Read more... )

This is funny--relative to the post about not wanting to get too close to people, someone made a prompt post at embodiment asking respondants to write "five steps someone could follow to get to know the real you". I replied saying, "I am not sure I want people to know me! Right now I am not friending people since I tend to drive them off if they get close to ( Read more... )

From Wed ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'd do without the internet. I can't get into too much trouble, because everything is on a delay. I can't get ticked and do what I'd really like to do sometimes, jump on people.

I'm listening to Cat Stevens, Wild World. Someone posted all these photos of him and album covers. I didn't know he was famous when he was young. His ( Read more... )

I finished reading Lucrezia Borgia, a biography of her--I forget the author already. Read Left Behind just before that--I would like to read the rest of the series, based on the first book. It was Lucrezia's older brother Cesare who was the poisoner and multiple, multiple murderer. He was Cardinal for  a while, since their father was Pope Alexander ( Read more... )

I dreamed about Mel Gibson the other day, rather a nice dream where we were fixing up this old house together. But there were questions about his first wife and his Anti-Semitism. Then the next day I dreamed about Charlie Sheen. No details for that one. Charlie is the name of one of my alts, one with schizo. It could be him. We've got lots of ( Read more... )

Because it's a can't shuddup kind of day ( Read more... )

Petronel is a 17th century firearm? Lol, so all those Englishwomen named Petronella are named by guys who came back from the war. IT does have a nicer sound than 'Battleaxe ( Read more... )

I think I would finally like to get a paid LJ, even for the userpics it would be worth it, I journal online so much. I am thinking of trying to get back into the old seconhand computer I have at home. I was journaling and doing all kinds of stuff on it, and had gotten a good deal at Staples on a flash drive. But it got stolen with my purse, and at ( Read more... )