Never be afraid to sit awhile and think
multiplicityNever be afraid to sit awhile and think--Lorraine Hansberry, wrote Raisin in the Sun.
Ooooo--someone in my system wrote "whore" instead of 'wrote', and then "isin", I sin. Plurality is so much fun.
I feel crappy, just weak, but...alive. Saw Mary Kay on the way over, had been avoiding her, dunno why. Actually taking a walk around where she sits. She is getting a bit confused and is hard to talk to. I wonder how it would be if she had some reality orientation.
I made a post venting about all kinds of stuff-related to therapy and getting help such as dental--at the community. Which for me is multiplicity. Also made one about hand flapping and sniffing, I guess a month or so ago. Someone made a comment that these typies can be related to head injuries, which I was not aware of. The hand flapping started as a ritual of purification, sort of, at about age 12 or 13. There were also two major head injuries at that time, one on the way to school freshman year (slipped on black ice in street). Also one in Canada, fell full on the back of my head on slippery rock. Interesting. Still cannot get rid of the sniffing and flapping. It did seem like something that would take a while to figure or get rid of.
I posted for help at poor skills for a clinic for my teeth, and confusion reigned in my head. sort of. I jus didn't get to a clinic, I think I wanted to do the whole thing, just walk in and get what I needed. Well maybe I could have done that, if I'd gottent the right clinic. Amazing how I can put this off, it's like I want to punish myself. But I have been working through the mental aspect of it. I ended up in the downtown library bathroom crying. WTH at that, what is with the DT library, so much weird stuff happening to me down there. Well there is something about the train of events, a gap there. Probably the WW event. BEcky is gone, of the three, she Ascended. CEcelia and Rowan are there still.
Ooooo--someone in my system wrote "whore" instead of 'wrote', and then "isin", I sin. Plurality is so much fun.
I feel crappy, just weak, but...alive. Saw Mary Kay on the way over, had been avoiding her, dunno why. Actually taking a walk around where she sits. She is getting a bit confused and is hard to talk to. I wonder how it would be if she had some reality orientation.
I made a post venting about all kinds of stuff-related to therapy and getting help such as dental--at the community. Which for me is multiplicity. Also made one about hand flapping and sniffing, I guess a month or so ago. Someone made a comment that these typies can be related to head injuries, which I was not aware of. The hand flapping started as a ritual of purification, sort of, at about age 12 or 13. There were also two major head injuries at that time, one on the way to school freshman year (slipped on black ice in street). Also one in Canada, fell full on the back of my head on slippery rock. Interesting. Still cannot get rid of the sniffing and flapping. It did seem like something that would take a while to figure or get rid of.
I posted for help at poor skills for a clinic for my teeth, and confusion reigned in my head. sort of. I jus didn't get to a clinic, I think I wanted to do the whole thing, just walk in and get what I needed. Well maybe I could have done that, if I'd gottent the right clinic. Amazing how I can put this off, it's like I want to punish myself. But I have been working through the mental aspect of it. I ended up in the downtown library bathroom crying. WTH at that, what is with the DT library, so much weird stuff happening to me down there. Well there is something about the train of events, a gap there. Probably the WW event. BEcky is gone, of the three, she Ascended. CEcelia and Rowan are there still.