Aight, so I no I haven't talked to you in ages, but I still read. I'm Brian's friend if you forgot. I think I've felt almost exactly the same emotions before. I'd sit in a room full of people I was supposed to care about, people I did care about, and I'd just cry. Unfortunately, I don't quite know how or when it got better. But it did. Now, I'm the happiest I've been in years. I know there isn't much of a point to this ramble, I just wanted to let you know you're not crazy, or alone. If you need anything I'll always listen.
It's not that I feel depressed. It's just a weird feeling. But I greatly appreciate the responses from both of you. It means a LOT that you read up on me and I feel bad that I still haven't met you, Erin, and that you and I never see each other, Gillian! Thank you though. Don't worry yourselves too much though. I just had to report an observation about myself that I've been feeling strangely about lately.
Hey...sorry, I'm a little behind on these journals ;) Hmmmm... I know that feeling quite well... especially since I graduated and even though I've been home amongst my wonderful high school friends, there's still something missing. You know I'm just as picky about dating people as you are... I mean seriously, I've only seriously dated one person since you've known me... and actually, that was before we even met... and as I thought I may have found something, I went and graduated and had to leave it behind... Just lean on you friends to support you...we all love you! :) As far as my friend Erin goes, hopefully you'll get a chance to meet her soon... I'm going to try and come visit the weekend of your birthday and try to bring her with me :) In the mean time, make sure you're free next weekend!!!!!!
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