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i feel so helpless......
i dont even know why...
tonight me, megan and carolyn went to see monster-in-law. good movie. it was funny. i enjoyed it. but yeah, the reality of what that could and very well might become, isnt nice. well, maybe it already is reality. its stupid. anyways, you wont understand what im saying. cuz im not explaining in here and no one will bother asking, and if you do ill probably just say its nothing. so dont bother.
im so lonely...
i cant go all summer like this...
i dont have any other choice though
except its not just the summer....it will be like this forever. or until i cant take it anymore. what am i saying. im crazy. grr. i cant stand how some people are. they drive me crazy. that movie was so realistic.....its not even funny. not in the way it is in the movie, but....eh
forget it. i cant explain.
i want to watch runaway bride. but the next best movie i have is the wedding planner. cuz someone took a walk to remember. bitch. i wanna watch a chick flick. but maybe ill just go to sleep.
i want to run away
never say goodbye
i want to know the truth
instead of wondering why
i want to know the answers
no more lies
i want to shut the door
and open up my mind
god this entry sucks....i shouldnt even send it. but i spent forever trying to remember those lyrics. so i have to. and these lyrics.......maybe i should have gone away for college.....too late now.
i spread my wings and i learn how to fly
ill do what it takes till i touch the sky
and i make a wish take a chance make a change
and break away
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i wont forget the ones that i love
ill take a risk take a chance make a change
and break away
or something like that.....i think of flying when i hear that song. i would love to fly. thats why i want to sky dive someday. it would feel so awesome. maybe ill go do that this summer. since im 18 and all. anyone want to come?
i dont even know why...
tonight me, megan and carolyn went to see monster-in-law. good movie. it was funny. i enjoyed it. but yeah, the reality of what that could and very well might become, isnt nice. well, maybe it already is reality. its stupid. anyways, you wont understand what im saying. cuz im not explaining in here and no one will bother asking, and if you do ill probably just say its nothing. so dont bother.
im so lonely...
i cant go all summer like this...
i dont have any other choice though
except its not just the summer....it will be like this forever. or until i cant take it anymore. what am i saying. im crazy. grr. i cant stand how some people are. they drive me crazy. that movie was so realistic.....its not even funny. not in the way it is in the movie, but....eh
forget it. i cant explain.
i want to watch runaway bride. but the next best movie i have is the wedding planner. cuz someone took a walk to remember. bitch. i wanna watch a chick flick. but maybe ill just go to sleep.
i want to run away
never say goodbye
i want to know the truth
instead of wondering why
i want to know the answers
no more lies
i want to shut the door
and open up my mind
god this entry sucks....i shouldnt even send it. but i spent forever trying to remember those lyrics. so i have to. and these lyrics.......maybe i should have gone away for college.....too late now.
i spread my wings and i learn how to fly
ill do what it takes till i touch the sky
and i make a wish take a chance make a change
and break away
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i wont forget the ones that i love
ill take a risk take a chance make a change
and break away
or something like that.....i think of flying when i hear that song. i would love to fly. thats why i want to sky dive someday. it would feel so awesome. maybe ill go do that this summer. since im 18 and all. anyone want to come?