May 28, 2005 00:22
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
soooo.....today is sheris birthday...happy birthday shoee!! yay! shes 27. me and mom bought her balloons and a cake and brought it up to the hospital for her at work. she was really surprised. it was good. then i came home and didnt do much then we went to sheris house for dinner. her house is sooo pretty i love it. its right there on the water and the sunset is so gorgeous i should get me camera and put the picture of it on here. i dont feel like doing it now. so it will appear on photobucket eventually. along with the rest of the track pics. i think i have like 10 on there now. its only doing them one at a time, and its being really slow. so yeah. just dandy.
so i dled bearshare, which my mom yelled at me for doing btw, so now i canfinally dl music! yay. im so happy i was going crazy not having some songs.
omg my mouse like eats batteries its crazy cuz its wireless. so i just replaced them and i couldnt get it to work. then i realized.....i put in one of the batteries backwards. nice one kimster. hahaha. lisa only laughed at me for 10 minutes, thanks babe. but then it still wouldnt work, cuz im retarded and cant push the buttons in the right order to make it connect. so i had to get my mom in here. then a surprise person im's me. HAHAHA. wow i hate them. lol. not really. it was funny. ill put some of the conversation in here.
Kimster0 05 (11:19:04 PM): my mouse doesnt work
Kimster0 05 (11:19:06 PM): its gay
Kimster0 05 (11:19:13 PM): i just replaced the batteries
Kimster0 05 (11:19:18 PM): and i cant get it to work now
Kimster0 05 (11:19:20 PM): blah!!
crazyangel2526 (11:20:22 PM): :-(
Kimster0 05 (11:20:26 PM): ya
Kimster0 05 (11:20:30 PM): its ay
Kimster0 05 (11:20:35 PM): gay
Kimster0 05 (11:20:37 PM): *
Kimster0 05 (11:21:21 PM): omg
Kimster0 05 (11:21:29 PM): i put in one of the batteries backwards
Kimster0 05 (11:21:32 PM): what an idiot
crazyangel2526 (11:21:57 PM): lol
crazyangel2526 (11:21:57 PM): LOL
crazyangel2526 (11:22:02 PM): omg
crazyangel2526 (11:22:02 PM): im sorry
crazyangel2526 (11:22:02 PM): i cant stop laughing
Kimster0 05 (11:22:41 PM): thanks
Kimster0 05 (11:22:43 PM): lol
Kimster0 05 (11:22:44 PM): its ok
Kimster0 05 (11:22:49 PM): i know im retarded
crazyangel2526 (11:23:38 PM): no its cute
Kimster0 05 (11:23:47 PM): lol
Kimster0 05 (11:23:48 PM): thanks
Kimster0 05 (11:23:50 PM): hey
Kimster0 05 (11:24:08 PM): go down to like you would close out a box or something and right click
Kimster0 05 (11:24:22 PM): and see if theres one of those ways to close it with the keyboard
Kimster0 05 (11:24:27 PM): like ctrl+something
Kimster0 05 (11:24:36 PM): cuz i cant move the mouse
Kimster0 05 (11:24:38 PM): lol
Kimster0 05 (11:25:00 PM): OMG
Kimster0 05 (11:25:08 PM): YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHO JUST IM'ED ME!!!
Kimster0 05 (11:25:12 PM): HOLY SHIT
Kimster0 05 (11:25:44 PM): TARK!!
Kimster0 05 (11:25:46 PM): AHHH
Kimster0 05 (11:25:47 PM): HOLY HELL
Kimster0 05 (11:25:49 PM): HELP ME
Kimster0 05 (11:25:54 PM): WHAT ELSE COULD GO WRONG
except it wasnt tark...haha. funny kids they are. i hope they die. i wanted to shoot myself. lol.
so that was fun. then my keyboard didnt work. but i figured that out, obviously, since im typing. hehe. i was gonna say somethin else but i forgot. oh well.
tikes house was fun last night. got there, tike opens the door and says 'giv eme all your money' i wouldve thought i was benig robbed, but i know if im at tikes, theres pizza. so i brought money of course. so i pretty much just watched the guys play video games the whole time. and watched will cut zaks hair some. and me and justin watched drum videos and videos on ebaums world. then i beat up steve. yes i won, dont listen to him, he says he did. but i did. even thought my leg and knuckles are bruised. haha. they arent bad though. my mom yelled at me for fighting with a guy. but it wasnt really a fight....just a bunch of punching. lol. im horrible. oh well. but yeah i had fun at tikes. it always is. dan wasnt there, :-/, but i still had fun. which is good.
anyways, its like 12:20 now and i started this forever ago....10:56....so yeah. definately need some sleep. tomorrow iono what im doing if you wanna hang out give me a call. except i just remembered me and megan might hang out. so i gotta call her tomorrow. so we'll see. anyways, bye bye for now.