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Just thinking about it... i have alot to write in my real journal when i get home...
so i can't sleep... and i am getting up early for studying... i wish it were friday just so i could head home. ..
so my crush left today... and i had asked him to say goodbye to me. but he dind't call but some how i ran into him to say goodbye... and it was a nice goodbye but i mean we do live close so hopefully we will see each other...
BUT... then at the lib one of my friends go did u say bye to him did he say anything to you... and she said he came to her room last night and then today to say bye.. . and i just i dunno i feel like he wanted to avoide me like i did something.
i don't know... and i am not ready to go home and have certain things arise... yes i want to hu but i am so sick of those stupid hu's i want a boyfriend and the one that wants to date me i just like as a friend. i'm sick of the same road... i want a new path... and i know it's probably the stupidest thing to be complaingin about but it's just on my mind..
arg... i just want to be asleep and in new york right now
so i can't sleep... and i am getting up early for studying... i wish it were friday just so i could head home. ..
so my crush left today... and i had asked him to say goodbye to me. but he dind't call but some how i ran into him to say goodbye... and it was a nice goodbye but i mean we do live close so hopefully we will see each other...
BUT... then at the lib one of my friends go did u say bye to him did he say anything to you... and she said he came to her room last night and then today to say bye.. . and i just i dunno i feel like he wanted to avoide me like i did something.
i don't know... and i am not ready to go home and have certain things arise... yes i want to hu but i am so sick of those stupid hu's i want a boyfriend and the one that wants to date me i just like as a friend. i'm sick of the same road... i want a new path... and i know it's probably the stupidest thing to be complaingin about but it's just on my mind..
arg... i just want to be asleep and in new york right now