Mar 06, 2006 21:31
So I'm just writing this for me to express how i am feeling at this very moment...
So i get back from chapter and get an e-mail from my TA for geography saying he has put our grades up... and this was a test it took my little time to do and i left feeling good about it... and i look at my grade and it's something i totally didn't expect... and i keep having this issue arise.. And for all the work i keep doing i just don't feel my grades are reflecting that. I have had this problem arise and we still haven't figureed out what is going on exactly.. Now i am just trying to think through my head what i am doing and what i can now try to do.
One of my biggest reasons for transfering to this school was because i felt i could get the help i needed to figure out why my grades don't reflect how hard i work and why i struggle so much yet i feel like i was getting better grades at IU then here and like i shouldn't have transfered because i would have the grades. But i know i transfered for good reasons and i have become my happy self and like i normally was. I dunno like i am ME at wisconsin and not like i was at IU . But IU i got better grades then i am getting here... and whatever you can make the excuse u just transfered but i don't want ot make that as my excuse i wnat to know why i am getting the grades i am getting and i want to not get them any more i want the better grades. I'm making appointments to see my TA's / Teachers to go over htem and try and see if they can tell me what i am doing wrong. I don't feel like they are going to help though i feel liket hey are goingn to be like well what do you think you did wrong. and i will say i don't know and show them what i did to prepare for the test and they willt hen say you look like ur doing the right thing. and then that is where it will end because that is always how my discussions with my teachers go and i just don't get it. I hate it....
I HATE THIS FRUSTRATION!