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Jan 10, 2006 17:11

I'm free.
I breathe in and I feel liberated.
I exhale and feel satisfied.
I look around and see love.

Its amazing being here. I'm not a huge fan of the people who come here. They are alright.
But being alone in this place is like my own sanctuary, where i'm able to think freely.
I'm able to do a handstand if i want. Do anything.

I could sit and be silent, I could talk to myself because i have a tounge.
I can make up my own language because I think that expresses my thoughts better.
I could imagine because I'm still a kid.

Here I am. Its interesting to think, that I'm really sure of souls, spirits. But when I'm here i feel spiritual.

But I can only question, sadly. Just like when we are hurt our mind pyschially pains our hearts. Because we have been raised with the idea that love comes from the heart when actually when thought out it comes from the mind. Simply because the heart is the resting point of our lives and we depend on it doesn't mean love comes from it. Our mind rests apon our hearts, but not love. Love is in our head. Not in our head as in fictiional but in the sense that it is generated from our minds. Not from our hearts. But when your heart is broken, or you feel completely in love. Your mind projects the feeling to the heart simply because of how we are taught that love and hearts are the same.

So it makes me sad to think that spiritual feelings, or the sense of a soul is simply in our mind. That when we feel spiritual we are connected just with our mind and that our mind is just projecting again.

But then i say. Who gives a rats ass. You feel it, it is true. The eye may trick the mind, but the mind stays true to itself.
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