Oct 15, 2009 09:50
Today I thought about staying here. The thought flickered across my mind for a few minutes until I remembered my excitement for home.
I'm getting scared of leaving.
I'm getting scared of leaving this familiarity and going back home... which might be unfamiliar now.
I'm scared of lose sight of all the goals in my mind.
Ganbatte, Kimu.
I know I can do it. Make all these dreams for the near future true. I have so many things I need and want so desperately to accomplish.
SO desperately that I decided to leave Japan to achieve them.
Ganbaremasu.