May 18, 2005 11:26
Yesterday was a busy busy busy day. I was suppossed to stay after school to help my Spanish teacher set up for something that we did today. Before school I was running around, rushing to get somewhere, when I had nowhere to go. I hate that feeling. I can't stand it when I feel I should be somewhere impotant to accomplish some task, when in essence I'm just there. After a while I began to feel like I'm going crazy. Right before school I met up with some other people down stairs and we prayed and then went to class. I was trying like mad to finish this assignment for Honors English, I did(and I got an A+ on it, too). I came into Mrs. Bruces's room durring lunch and she helped me pull up some information on some schools in California. We found this magnet school and it would be totally awesome if I could get in there, if not, my next best would be Vacaville High. It seemed like a pretty good school, better than country high anyways. We had a hunch that Country High was an alteritive school. I'm pretty psyched about moving to California. It's gonna be different. Sure I've lived just about everywhere, but I'm still a small town Georgia girl at heart. In my Honors History class yesterday I spent my third and final day pretending to be Jesse James. This was for our power of one presentation it was fun. After school, I had to go home instead of helping my teacher, because I took my ID card out of my purse, and I couldn't get home on the shuttle bus with out it. I went with my dad to pick up my little brother from kindergarden. He did something really rude that ticked me off, but he didn't mean it, and I don't think he noticed, so I just let it go and didn't say anything about it. Late last night, my mom and I spent an hour making Spanish Meat balls for today. It was fun. After we fry them and everything, we put them in this one sauce that had two cups of white wine in it. I didn't see anything wrong with it, it was on the recipie and I got the recipie from my teacher so... Then when me and my mom were in such a great mood, having fun and everything, my brother just had to go and ruin everything. My mom told him to get up and do something and he looked at her and said "Fuck you, Bitch". My brother is so rude. Sometimes I just want to slap him. I can't stand him sometimes, and that was one of the times.
But that was yesterday. Right now I am in Mrs. Bruce's room durring lunch time. The second floor of the school is off limits to students usually, but Lea and I come in here durring lunch to do work or keep Mrs. Bruce company or whatever. Terrial is in here most of the time for dentention purposes, but then again, that's only most of the time. My spanish thing went pretty good this morning. Everyone loved the meatballs. I had to do Cadet Challenge for ROTC this morning. I remember last year, I said this year I would do better... Hmph. I did do good though. I scored higher in everything than I did last year. The bell's going to ring soon and then I have to go to biology. Toni and I are planning a trip to Gieselwind before she goes to the states for a visit, because I'll be gone, by the time she gets back. Last time I went to the states was July. My dad took me to a Braves game for my sweet sixteen. I remember the day before we were suppossed to fly out on space A, I lost my ID card.... I had to get another one made THAT DAY! The only reason I got it so quickly though, was because my dad is an MP. They kept asking me all these things in an intterrigation sort of way, as if they suspected me of selling my ID card to a terrorist(We later found it sitting on my dressor, underneath a memoir of mine). That was a long time ago, but something that I will never forget. I have to go. The first bell just rang.