*sigh*
I had a request to post something the other day. Here it goes.
It's been over a week since my last cigarette. This is very hard. I have been very cranky. I cry a lot. I cry over everything. I watched some baby show on TV and cried. I saw something about the 9 firefighters that were killed. I cried. I had someone offer me a cigarette. I cried. Bird told me my brother is picking up and leaving Clearfield. I cried. Ok, you get the picture. Overall, I hate this. Ayorinde took me out for some drinks on Monday night. We met at Newport and ended up at Bar Louie. He blew smoke in my face. He thought it was funny. I wanted to reach across the table and strangle him. Then we went across the river to Sully's where you can't smoke since it's Ohio. This no smoking in public places proved to be a blessing because I had a couple beers and there is no way in God's green earth I would have made it. Again, this sucks. Did I mention I hate this. I am saving money, however. That's always good. I am so determined to stick with this. I just hear people in my head saying, "I knew you wouldn't last". This makes me want to quit even more. I want to prove everyone wrong.
Moving on. I think I'm driving everyone insane with this smoking shit. I take the NCLEX on July 5th at 0800. Thoughts, prayers, etc. will be much appreciated. I rarely ask people to pray for me. This is one situation in which I will welcome all the prayers in the world. Oh, and while you're praying for that, go ahead and pray for my sanity with the no smoking shit. Thanks. Since I'm not working at Christ yet, I have been doing a while lot of nothing. I am so bored. I sleep until noon almost every single day. I feel so lazy. I can't wait to work. Sleeping in and doing nothing may sound nice, but it's getting old. Fast.
That's all.
It's been over a week since my last cigarette. This is very hard. I have been very cranky. I cry a lot. I cry over everything. I watched some baby show on TV and cried. I saw something about the 9 firefighters that were killed. I cried. I had someone offer me a cigarette. I cried. Bird told me my brother is picking up and leaving Clearfield. I cried. Ok, you get the picture. Overall, I hate this. Ayorinde took me out for some drinks on Monday night. We met at Newport and ended up at Bar Louie. He blew smoke in my face. He thought it was funny. I wanted to reach across the table and strangle him. Then we went across the river to Sully's where you can't smoke since it's Ohio. This no smoking in public places proved to be a blessing because I had a couple beers and there is no way in God's green earth I would have made it. Again, this sucks. Did I mention I hate this. I am saving money, however. That's always good. I am so determined to stick with this. I just hear people in my head saying, "I knew you wouldn't last". This makes me want to quit even more. I want to prove everyone wrong.
Moving on. I think I'm driving everyone insane with this smoking shit. I take the NCLEX on July 5th at 0800. Thoughts, prayers, etc. will be much appreciated. I rarely ask people to pray for me. This is one situation in which I will welcome all the prayers in the world. Oh, and while you're praying for that, go ahead and pray for my sanity with the no smoking shit. Thanks. Since I'm not working at Christ yet, I have been doing a while lot of nothing. I am so bored. I sleep until noon almost every single day. I feel so lazy. I can't wait to work. Sleeping in and doing nothing may sound nice, but it's getting old. Fast.
That's all.