feeeelings. nothing more than feeeeelings.
so i got my bestie (luv ya j!) to hijack my lj for a while
she went in and changed my password to lock me out of it
because i didnt have the will power to keep myself from browsing thru writings to a certain boy
which kept me in a sad state constantly
but now i think i'm finally REALLY getting over the situation
some...92 days since we've had a functional conversation
if you even consider him telling me he would 'never' come back to me because he was high
a functional conversation
sidenote:
i'm proud of myself for having to get out a calender and add up the days
somewhere in the past couple weeks i lost count
i used to know off the top of my head
baby steps
baby steps
anywho
i'm back now
i'm over it enough to contain my craziness :)
and not get upset over old stuff
so i'm returning to lj
and to all my letter writing communities
with a renewed faith
in love
in life
in fate
and happily ever afters
i like a boy :)