you,
i think a small part of me is trying to become something i'm not
to fit in with your lifestyle
because then maybe you'd want to work things out
yes, yes
i know how ridiculous that sounds
i cant remember what you smell like
and only ever so slightly how your lips taste when they're pressed against mine
i called you the other night
completely unsure of what i would say when you answered
i just wanted to hear your voice
but i didnt have to decide
because you never did
i've heard some pretty shitty stuff about you over the past few days
dustin gets more pissed every time i tell him i dont care
apparently i am a prime example of why nice guys finish last
since there are so many out there and i'm still stuck on 'an asshole that fucked around on [me]'
and a long list of other sordid details i could have gone without hearing
i argued with him that we obvious know two different people when it comes to you
'no, i know every inch of [him] and aint none of it ever been good'
that's just proof that he doesnt see the same thing
i dont care who you are to everyone else
i know who you are to me
i see who you could be
if you'd only let yourself
you'll get there though
it's just a matter of time
i believe in you :)
and i love you
in spite of all the less than flattering things i've heard
it's the rest of the world that doesnt know you