Dec 30, 2008 08:02
writing here is helping me sort things out in my head
so i think i will continue to do so
it'll also be a nice log of the rollercoaster that is my life
last night my dad asked me to go get sugar to make tea
i was asleep at the moment and said i'd get up and do it later
so when 11 o'clock rolled around and i was getting ready to go to walmart
it was no fault but my own
i had locked my truck for the first time in ages because it was parked by the side of the road
as i fidgeted with my keys in the dark
i suddenly found myself with a terrible feeling
i am not alone
i dont know what it was but i couldnt shake the feeling of being watched
i walked through walmart with eyes wide
everyone was watching me
everyone had a motive
i held my cell phone close
and realized that i have lost my mind
my dog barked outside for an hour after i got back home
but i didnt dare stick my head out the door to see if anything was out there