Mar 17, 2005 18:44
*sigh* Finally some sunshine outside...it's amazing how much good weather can improve my mood.
This weekend, if all goes well, will be awesome. It's been forever since I've gotten to spend any real time with my David, and I'm finally going to get that I think...and in two weeks we're spending the entire weekend together. And maybe the weekend after that if I'm lucky.
I've never felt about anyone like I feel about him. He's my best friend in the world. We're so much alike...I know the rule is generally opposites attract, and that applies to us too in a sense. I dunno, I guess you have to be there to understand.
It's like, when I'm with him though, nothing else matters, no one else matters. That's a good thing because it allows us to act exactly like we want to. I love the fact that he can always make me laugh....I've never been pissed off at him, and even when I'm upset, he cracks me up, and makes me smile with his "I love you"s. He's the only person that I've ever actually imagined myself with long-term, and I can't imagine him not being in my life, as my friend if nothing else. I love the way that he can make me smile by just looking at me and how he always likes to be touching me and his kisses and how he gets nervous in front of other people sometimes...I love how he gets so impatient with little things, but with me he seems like he has all the patience in the world b/c he knows I need more time than other people. It's nice that, even though I'm the person that pisses him off most, I can talk him down on occasion too....he makes me feel like he needs me sometimes and that he wants me around, and that's one of the biggest compliments that a girl could have.
I love you, Daveykins, and I can't wait to see you tomorrow.